Sensitivity
Friday, July 25th, 2008Â 
Seth A. McConnell/Journal staff: Antonio Goodbear of the Rushmore All Stars places his head in his hands in the dugout before the start of the 5th inning against the Canyon Lake All Stars Thursday night at the Harney Little League Fields. Rushmore trailed 13-0 heading into the fifth.
I had the unique opportunity to cover the little league championship game last night. It being a championship game the emotions were high. I made the above image heading into the last inning. Goodbear had given up quite a number of runs the previous inning and was alone in the dugout with his face in his hands when I looked over. Its a very intense and a very telling moment. In fact I would say its one of the better images I’ve made in the last couple of months. Its that agony of defeat we always hear about. I love this image mainly because it says everything it needs to say without saying too much. You want to know more but at the same time you don’t. With this in mind I headed back to our sports department to see what type of space we had and the probability of it going in. I showed them the image and they broke the bad news… Room for one image.
Yikes!!!
I knew this image would not see the light of day. We talked for a while about it, I tried arguing for my photo.
“It’s a great shot!” I exclaim
“But he’s 12″ They retort
Ultimately we went with an action shot. It came down to the age of the kid involved if he would have been in high school we would have went with this shot but since he is young we went the other direction. I don’t know if I agree with that but I have to respect their decision. It does bring up a good question though: At what age is it ok to run sports photos of dejection? Nobody wants to see themselves in an image of dejection or tragedy but its part of the business. This is only a sports photo but if I would have captured a 12 year old at the scene of a fatal crash, fire, shooting, etc… in the same position would we have run it
I’ve been having this discussion all day with colleagues at other papers. My friend in Arizona said he wouldn’t have run it because of the age and being sensitive to the long term impact on a kid at this age. A friend in Wyoming said it would’ve been lede sports run huge. I personally don’t know if I would’ve made it lede but I would’ve like to have seen it run. Losing is an unfortunate, but all to real, part of life. Losing is part of the risk we take when we choose to compete. You don’t get reactions like this from people who do not understand what it means to lose. I made several photos while he was sitting there. He heard the shutter click, looked up at me, we made eye contact and he went back to doing what he was doing ignoring that I was even there. This is unusual of anyone under the age of 18… They always want to mug and smile and throw up hand signs no matter the situation. I think he had a lot more going on than to think about some silly kid with a camera standing in the entrance of the dugout.
I could literally write for hours about how I don’t agree with futile competition over mean nothing titles and accolades but I don’t have the time and I’m assuming you don’t have the interest in reading what a photographer has to say… minus little blurbs here and there















































